Hole in the Heart

from Summer Blooms Without You by rachie

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lyrics

Yesterday a hole had opened
Right in the middle of my chest for all to see
Twilight colours, just like midnight
Painted the town so beautifully

Deep in my memories
Deep in my memories
Deep in my mem’ries
I want to forget but I’m swallowed in blue
And all I can see through that blue is you

That’s why a hole has opened up where my heart is
Pounding my heartbeat tried to fill up the nothing
But when I tried to say it loud, the words that left my mouth
Were nothing more than excuses

That’s why a hole has opened up where my heart is
My only thought was how the rain was so comforting
And so I mend, and so I mend, I try to mend
All that I am, alone, again

How can I explain the feeling?
It’s almost like sleeping in a sunny forest clearing
Like a dream still felt in waking
Like the sea, its real depths are so dizzying

So dizzying…. So dizzying
So dizzying, the dizzying night can’t conceal the moonlight
Illuminating, shining from your eyes

That’s why I opened up a hole where your heart was
Why does it matter, music really is pointless!
If you don’t open up your mouth
You’ll never say it loud, or get the things you deserve hey

There’s just so much I wanna wipe from my memories
But in the end I only sigh and cry tears
I trip and fall, I trip and fall, I trip and fall
Down on the cold and solid ground

Putting to paper way I lived
Following blindly the way you did
The songs you left aren’t gonna save me
Music’s never gonna save me

Trying still to imitate the way you talked
Trying still to imitate the way you walked
But even though I tried hard to erase, the me I was so that nothing remained
I’m still me, hey.

Filling the hole that opened up where my heart is
Every word you said, and every sentence
But it’ll never be the same, the goodbye that never came
I don’t want to hear you say it!

There’s just so much I wanna wipe from my memories
Left all alone, and at the mercy of the years
As I grow cold, as I grow cold

Your words had taken up the space where my heart is
Now there’s a hole that’s opened up where my heart is
I think I get it now
You see, you’re everything to me - the music i’ve been listening to amy

That’s why a hole has opened up where my heart is
Right on the other side of where you existed
It’ll only grow, it’ll only grow, it’ll only grow
Never the way it was before

Alone, in my heart, a gaping hole

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from Summer Blooms Without You, released September 3, 2021
Arr. Ikanaide
Mix. Dictate
Mastering. Master Andross
Translyrics. rachie

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